Sunday, 4 March 2012

Up and Down

As of 2010, 17 films involving him have made more than $100 million worldwide. 


The latest was "Toy Story 3," which is the fifth-highest grossing movie of all time worldwide.
 






life
So things have been pretty up and down. A friend described it as a 'lump in the cosmos'. If you are like me you would respond to this as..'uh the whut now? is that an sti?'
Apparently when the planets are in line generally everyone feels good cause we are all subconsciously connected. When they aren't in line everyone generally feels down. 

Whatever you believe for a couple of days in my student house everyone was generally 'drip' like. 
Even the pancakes on pancake day were pretty pathetic. 

Ever get that feeling that you aren't good enough? In your field of study and out of it. It felt like a double downer and so lost. Will I even be good at this graphic design business after uni? When there are so many people in my lectures now that are kinda genius's. 
Then someone whose opinion i care about offhandedly said that my course has no substance and wont help anyone.

ahhh reet. gotcha. 

i wah'd a lot. 

Also my eyes have an allergic reaction to tears and swell up like mr toad. Which kind of makes me want to wah more. 

After talking to my best friend in London studying a film degree i realised someone else was going through the EXACT same thing. We put ourselves down so much and lose confidence in what we love. 

I shouldn't let someones opinion get to me so much as to doubt myself. Even if I love them they should love me and respect what I do because I respect them. 
I dont want me or my friends to be made to feel insignificant anymore. 
So with a big ol talk and bro-love between my house I think the moods lifted.

It also helped that the sun FINALLY CAME OUT TODAY! YAAY!! 
So i remade the pancakes (which were the shit) and danced to sisqo-thongs and 90's classics

In the summertime -shaggy

Killer- Adamski

Baby come back -Pato Banton & The Reggae Revolution


side note: they are in a playlist called 'People friendly' consisting of 7 songs...
not many people like metal...

I also danced with involuntary housemates which put a smile on their face :)




sex


Have decided against typing up sex stories as sliiightly personal. however..

That was a fucking good night to come home.  

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